When is Enough - Enough?

Ok, so I love Pizza, Chips-n-Salsa, French Fries, Onion Rings, anything chocolate and claim to be a fitness competitor. How is that possible? A little difficult, especially around the holidays. My husband is currently working 6 days a week and on his one day off we try to plan something special to do, but occasionally, like today we veg-out in front of the TV watching football games, Christmas movies, and playing the Wii. Now, this is another on of my equations for disaster, because time goes by and you start to get hungry, but not for healthy food, nope --- you crave carbs, salt, and sugar. All at the same time. UGH!!!!! Train wreck.

Today was that day! I have never felt worse......my stomach is rumbling and I am sweating. My body is like a furnace. It doesn't know what to do with this nasty fuel. YUCK!!!! It is like sludge trying to move through my body. So, enough is enough. No more talk. I don't care if my family is coming in for Christmas next week or if I am traveling to see my husband's family for Christmas in 2 weeks -- there can be no more excuses. If I have to get on here one more week and write how miserable I am and how miserable I am making those around me, I am going to pull my hair out. Lesson for today -- Stop being self destructive. Know when Enough is Enough!